band tour

is coming up. And I think I'm the only person in marching band not looking forward to it. It's hard to want to go do something when the people you are going with all hate you. I love them, but that doesn't change anything. I really want to enjoy my time, but Ian is already being a super douche to me, Tyler wont look me in the eye, and everyone else completely ignores my already dwindling presence.
Fun trip :/

:')

Secondhand Serenade.
Every song describes my life perfectly.
It's gross, and wonderful.

I thought it said Dubstep :[ it doesn't

 If you're bored, and you go wonder aimlessly, you'll find something to do :) I found Cari :)
We played at the park and made lot's of grasshopper friends :D yay :)

Cari is so pretty

I edited it.. eh :/

yesterday me and Cari went on an adventure :)

He's a real nowhere man, sitting in his nowhere land.

you're kinda like my personal gift from God :)
you're sweeter then oreo cheese cake.
you're my best friend, dood. :D

I'm going to miss everyone so much when I go. It will be super heartbreaking for me, whether anyone else feels anything or not.

I saw Brendan and Miranda at the park today. They're super cute.

“The day the child realizes that all adults are imperfect, he becomes an adolescent; the day he forgives them, he becomes an adult; the day he forgives himself, he becomes wise”

I don't feel so grown up.  Having only a little less than two years of high school left, and I only pretend to be big. In all actuality I feel very, very small. I'm not sure I'm ready to start picking out collages. I don't even know what I want to be when I grow up.

I mean, I still beg my mother to take me out for ice cream. And I have cried over split milk. Sometimes I look at my science equations and think 'hmm..I"m too young for this', when it's really only the beginning. I still wish I was a princess. I love to play tag..and hide-and-go seek. Oh...and stuffed animals :) Like my pillow pet :) I wont grow up.


Am I old enough to love someone? I ask myself that a lot. Have I loved, or was it my silly fifteen year old brain telling me I love someone? There is no way to tell really. Love is a grown up word that I have used. But I'm not a grown up.
Impossibru ;)

I got sunshine in a bag :)

I'm useless, but not for long :D


I had two band competitions this week.
They were both fun. More so the one yesterday. But I guess the fun parts of competitions are the bus rides. Sitting with everyone and just always laughing. Getting paid to give back massages, dressing up like hipsters, fighting over blankets :) haha lol. I love them. I love hanging with the people that I love most.

Anyways.... Matt Knowles is the nicest person I know. He is always smiling about something, and never says rude things to me. Yeah. Imma make him cookies.

I'm happy :)

I love my guitar.
And my music :)

For those of you who don't know me,

This is me. Crazy. Loud. Unkempt.
I believe in love at first sight.
And kissing in the rain.



I think everyone should follow their dreams. No matter how crazy insane they are.
I think if you're not living life to the fullest, you're dying.

Boys are cute.
I have a lot of bestest friends.
I respect Mike Andelin.
I adore Brendan Wake.
I love Tyler Walden.
Nathan Leatham is my new friend.

I think Allie, Miranda, Sammie and Nicole are the sweetest girls ever.

I believe life is love and death. Pain and joy. Life is kisses and ham sandwiches. Life is drinking hot chocolate and playing in the sprinklers. Life is drama and flowers and homework. Life is burnt cookies, and ooie gooey ones. Life is Adel, Cage the Elephant, The Beatles. Life is breaking bones, and cuts and scars. It's cold days, and warm huddled bodies. Life is making up words (snuggerbloppet, frippin', johnataya). It's butterflies and goosebumps.
Trampolines.
Funerals.
The sky.
It's cliche' people, and hipsters. It's the piano, and the glockenspiel. The oboe. Life is the Christians, and the Atheists. Life is math, chemistry, marching band. Life is multi-grain cheerios. And black and white photographs.

I like oatmeal with banana's in it, but I don't like banana's.

'Sometimes I Just Go For It' is my favorite song.

I'm a teenager. I'm stupid and crazy and nerdy.
I like to wear dresses and look pretty.


This is me. Crazy. Loud. Unkempt.

:) Happy Endings is the best TV show ever :D

Meet Me at the Corner

Please don't ask me who,
Who you think I am
I could live without that
I'm just a modest man

Meet at the corner and tell
Tell me what to do
Cause I messed up on you
And had I known
All that I do now
I'm guessing were through now
Receding into the forest
I will
Lay around in wait
And I wait for you.

Please don't ask me where
Where you think I been
I've been a lot of places
But this could be my win

Meet at the corner wiil I
Tell me what to do
Cause I messed up on you
And had I known
All that I do now
I'm guessing were through now
Receding into the forest
I will
Lay around in wait
And I wait for you.

I feel so bad
I thought you'd wanna know
Something I want to show
I thought you ought to know

Please don't say you want
To keep in touch out there
To see you on the corner
Well that I just can't bare

Meet at the corner and tell
Tell me what to do
Cause I messed up on you
And had I known
All that I do now
I'm guessing were through now
Receding into the forest
I will
Lay around in wait

Hey and I turn
I turned my head and I thought
I saw a sign
From the gods
A sign from the gods
That you weren't meant to be mine
And it's fine

Takin it all for a ride
Until the day when it's gone
Mystified by where
It all went wrong
When it's gone

I live and I learn
And I lose and I win
But it's better than ever
Whenever I'm in
I thank you, ty
For everywhere that we've been

:)

I LOVE THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS!!!!!!!!!!!!

they're so mother frickin hot ;)

Multi Grain Cheerios are great :)

Boys are dramatic sometimes. more so than girls. It's quite odd, really.

Sophia is my favorite.
And so are songs about pineapples.
Today was fantastic. Slept all morning then played with my Sophia all the day. We boarded the canyon then we played in the sprinklers, then we went to Reams all wet and ate ice cream and donuts :D Then we wrote a freaking sexy song :) about.....FOOD :)