so the color festival is tomorrow... i'm decently excited... sort of.
i don't know, as of late nothing really makes me happy.
except for when me and tyler dance around his room singing the song form Labyrinth...
i went a few days without playing the piano, cuz i thought i sucked. and when i played again
i cried.
i know, your thinking its a very stupid thing to cry over playing the piano.
it is. and i know i'm not that great, but giving up what i love isn't going to make me better, so i was just being stupid i guess... i shouldn't stop what i love.
anyways, back to the main topic.
color fest.
everyone is telling me great stories... great ones indeed.. and don't get me wrong, i'm really looking forward to it, but i guess i have had this image in my head since August that i would be going with someone else, and then the realization hit me that i wasn't going with this certain person and i was... well... put out. (as they say on princess bride..) but i mean, i'm going with the most amazing persons on earth, but i can't picture what it will even be like. i guess i will just have to wait and see..
My Beautiful Best Friend Taylor.
she has had a really bad day. i can just tell by the way she carries herself.. it makes me sad that some people can't get over themselves just enough to see that other side of a story... to see that maybe this person didn't actually know, and you're blaming them for nothing. and then it just gets worse over the day and just... sigh*
she ended up not being able to spend the night, so that made me sad. i wanted to comfort her when there wasn't lame sauce boys around.
Not Real...
I wish you could cheat death. you know, just not die. everything would be so much less stressful. less real. fairy tales aren't real. they are not our world. i think that is what makes them so nice to hear. so nice to read and to see on the big screen. it's why we dream in fairy tales. to get away from all the real life throws at us all the time. not real is good sometimes, only when you don't call it fake.
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