"If I'm not back again this time tomorrow, carry on."

Words can't really describe how sorry I am for what I did to you.
But when I said all the words I said, good and bad, I meant them. And I now you have to move on and be your own person.
"I want you to move to California for yourself,
I want you to find whatever your heart needs,
I want you to move to California for yourself, but not for me."