so everyone uncluding me have just been in a really bad mood lately and everyone is all snappy and eaily bugged. i don't know why and i don't know if i wanna know, but it really sucks. when your feeings are on edge it makes for easy tears, easy anger, easy pain. when everone is like that i just feel like i should step back inside inside and pull the covers up over my head. it's my save haven. and i like it there. my own thoughts are peaceful, when i don't think about anything anyways. actually come to think of it, your own thought are the lease peaceful thing out there. cuz no metter how hard you try you can't stop yourslef from thinking things that disturb you. hmm... i'm just being a negitive poop now, arn't i? yah...
my mond just went boom. i'm done thinking about crap. what i really want to do is lay in his arms, and not talk about anything. only focus on the beat beat beat of his heart. that sounds good. only it's out of reach....
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