brendan,
i know you probably don't read this anymore if you ever did in the first place, but i'm still writing this to you. i'm sorry for what i said about not wanting to try anymore. i was upset at something completely different and i just got pissed off and mad. and if you didn't know about it, i'm still saying sorry. i havent been the greatest friend lately and i know that. i have been bitter and upset and just too lazy to keep trying. and i dunno... we both are the kind of people that don't start a conversation well, let alone carry one, and i just want you to know that i'm not gonna give up trying become great friends.
i'm not gonna lie, i look back alot and think to myself 'what happened? what caused us to not be as close anymore' but i guess it doesn't really matter, does it? what i really should be thinking is 'how can i get us closer? how can i change the way i think or act so that this is easy?' i mean, we both agreed that we should stay close friends but by me not wanting to try I was the one going agaisnt that... i dunno.. maybe i didn't need to take the time to type all this, but at the same time i think i did. i know it is really late too be acting on this but i have to start somewhere right? and you weren't texting back i thought that this would be a good way.
anyways...
sorry
-phee
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