Gah... i miss him a freaking ton... we barely even talk anymore...

so there are these things in live that you just look at and think 'wow. that would be so much better if i wasnt even apart of that....' and you know that you must leave them and get away, but you are just way to selfish to give them up...

and im falling for him
again...
GAH!!!!!!!
:'(
what is this? what the heck is this??? i dont know what i feel anymore. ever. i mean, i dont know what to do to get my thoughts strait and i want to run up to a wall and
BANG
hit my head
over and over and


over again.